Love, Loss & Hallucinations with Scott Schumaker
Love, Loss & Hallucinations with Scott Schumaker
Podcast Description
Welcome to Love, Loss and Hallucinations with Scott Schumaker — a podcast where we start with those three themes and see where the conversation takes us. This podcast is about the beauty and pain of being human, a podcast about finding strength and connection in vulnerability, a podcast to amplify the voices of those who have been through the ringer of life and have wisdom to share, and a podcast about the healing, evolution, and transformation that can happen when you’re willing to lean into the uncomfortable and the unknown.
I’ll be talking with therapists, coaches, world-class athletes, writers, musicians, artists, shamans, plant medicine guides, and everyday who’ve been touched by incredible moments of love, shattered by loss, or altered by the extraordinary.
If you’ve ever felt like your heart was going to explode from either love or loss; if you’re wanting deeper connection in this increasingly lonely world; if you’re curious about plant medicine, or you’ve experienced an out-of-the-ordinary vision...then you’ll feel at home here.
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The show explores themes of emotional healing, personal growth, and the complexities of human relationships. Episodes include conversations about rites of passage with Eli Marienthal focusing on youth development, the intersection of music and self-discovery with Max Rainer, and navigating authenticity and vulnerability with Erika Wright. Each episode emphasizes the power of shared experiences and the role of plant medicine in transformative journeys.

Welcome to Love, Loss and Hallucinations with Scott Schumaker — a podcast where we start with those three themes and see where the conversation takes us. This podcast is about the beauty and pain of being human, a podcast about finding strength and connection in vulnerability, a podcast to amplify the voices of those who have been through the ringer of life and have wisdom to share, and a podcast about the healing, evolution, and transformation that can happen when you’re willing to lean into the uncomfortable and the unknown.
I’ll be talking with therapists, coaches, world-class athletes, writers, musicians, artists, shamans, plant medicine guides, and everyday who’ve been touched by incredible moments of love, shattered by loss, or altered by the extraordinary.
If you’ve ever felt like your heart was going to explode from either love or loss; if you’re wanting deeper connection in this increasingly lonely world; if you’re curious about plant medicine, or you’ve experienced an out-of-the-ordinary vision…then you’ll feel at home here.
So many of us live with the silent, often hollow-feeling struggle of trying to attain wealth and success while wearing societal masks. Yet, deeper within us there is a yearning for connection, purpose, and peace. What if the key to transforming your life is a simple shift in consciousness? Cesar Marin, a former CNN producer turned plant medicine and microdosing advocate, shares his inspiring journey, one where he has found purpose in plant medicine, microdosing, and surrendering to the deep work of healing and self-awareness.
He reveals how microdosing psilocybin transformed his relationship with addiction, helped him face childhood wounds, deepened connections with his family and friends, and propelled him into becoming a proponent for plant medicine. Discover how intentional plant medicine journeys in his 50s reopened his heart, realigned his mission, and sparked a powerful awakening, showing us all that it’s never too late to reinvent ourselves.
You’ll learn:
👉How microdosing can serve as a tool for clarity, focus, and emotional resilience, especially after 50
👉The subtle art of setting intentions to maximize growth and healing
👉Why peace isn’t about escaping reality but truly being present in it
👉Practical tools for fathers and men to lead with love, mindfulness, and purpose through retreats, community, and daily acts of kindness
👉How microdosing sharpens presence and transforms reactions, typical challenges, and emotional responses.
👉The profound impact of psychedelics on understanding and healing familial relationships.
👉The core lessons Caesar has integrated: Connection, Peace, and Purpose.
👉Details about the upcoming Cesar’s upcoming father’s retreat, The Summit Within, in Colombia focused on healing, connection, and purpose.
If you’re tired of surface-level solutions and crave a deeper, richer life, this is your blueprint. Perfect for anyone seeking real change, men ready to lead with love, or explorers curious about how plant medicine can unlock your best self.
CESAR’S LINKS:
Instagram | LinkedIn | Microdosing Over 50 | Summit Within Retreat | Cultivating Wisdom (Get 20% off Cultivating Wisdom apparel. Use code: LLH)
SCOTT’S LINKS: Substack | Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok
MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”

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