In this episode, Allura sits down with Saxon, a 60-year-old soul who has been on a spiritual journey for over 40 years. Saxon shares her profound transformation through The Consciousness Method, revealing how even after decades of healing work, there were still deep layers of abandonment wounds waiting to be processed. 

From being adopted as a newborn into a family where she never felt she belonged, to being left to fend for herself at 14, Saxon carries a lifetime of ”not enough” patterns. But after a relationship wound cut deeper than expected, she discovered that true healing wasn't about doing more—it was about calibrating her frequency and learning to simply be. 

This conversation explores the pain portal, the shift from over giving to self-love, and what it means to finally come home to yourself after a lifetime of seeking belonging outside yourself. 

If you've done years of spiritual work but still feel like you're looping, or if you're a healer who gives everyone else the shirt off your back, this episode shows what's possible when you reclaim your energy and anchor into your own power. 

Key Takeaways: 

• Decades of healing work doesn't mean you've reached the deepest layers 

• The pain portal is real – sometimes it takes days in bed processing what's been packed down 

• True transformation is about being, not doing 

• Over giving and people-pleasing are symptoms of self-abandonment 

• Your frequency shifts everything – diet, alcohol, and choices naturally change 

• Finding your voice means no longer hiding your spiritual truth 

• The ego speaks first and loudest – learning to discern your higher self is key 

• You can manifest powerfully when you stop abandoning yourself 

🎧 Tune in to hear how Saxon finally came home to herself after 40 years of seeking. 

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