Confessions of a Christian Alcoholic with Jon Seidl
Confessions of a Christian Alcoholic with Jon Seidl
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Jon Seidl is the bestselling Christian author who became an alcoholic, not the other way around. It's usually the other way around. Or is it? "Confessions of a Christian alcoholic" (based on the book by the same title) is all about real stories, radical vulnerability, and remarkable comebacks of people who have struggled with alcoholism and addictions of all sorts. The show features interviews with fellow addicts and alcoholics as well as professionals in the fields of trauma, faith, and addiction recovery. Because let's be honest, we're all addicted to something. "Confessions" is a place for the desperate, the downtrodden, the destitute, and especially, the drunk. But it's also a place of hope and healing. Jon found sobriety after decades of struggling, but more importantly than finding sobriety, he found Jesus. In every episode, he gets radically vulnerable as he explores what it looks like to be on this journey of messy sanctification. Visit christianalcoholic.com for more resources.
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The show delves into themes of addiction, recovery, and faith, with personal stories highlighting the messy journeys of addiction and redemption. Episodes feature discussions on topics such as the mommy wine culture, personal recovery narratives, trauma and spirituality, and the struggles faced by pastors and parents in their relationships with alcohol.
Jon Seidl is the bestselling Christian author who became an alcoholic, not the other way around. It’s usually the other way around. Or is it? “Confessions of a Christian alcoholic” (based on the book by the same title) is all about real stories, radical vulnerability, and remarkable comebacks of people who have struggled with alcoholism and addictions of all sorts. The show features interviews with fellow addicts and alcoholics as well as professionals in the fields of trauma, faith, and addiction recovery. Because let’s be honest, we’re all addicted to something. “Confessions” is a place for the desperate, the downtrodden, the destitute, and especially, the drunk. But it’s also a place of hope and healing. Jon found sobriety after decades of struggling, but more importantly than finding sobriety, he found Jesus. In every episode, he gets radically vulnerable as he explores what it looks like to be on this journey of messy sanctification. Visit christianalcoholic.com for more resources.
Arman Kaymakcian’s (Ky-mock-chin) journey from childhood sexual abuse and heroin addiction to faith in Jesus Christ began in unimaginable darkness. After years of using food, marijuana, drug dealing, and eventually intravenous heroin to escape his pain, Arman reached a point of suicidal desperation. He planned to step in front of a train—but walked into a psychiatric ward instead.
That night, Arman opened a Bible to Psalm 88, a lament that ends, “Darkness is my closest friend.” Then, just as he was preparing to leave the hospital, he received an extraordinary phone call inviting him back to Keswick Colony of Mercy, a Christian addiction recovery program.
In this episode of Confessions of a Christian Alcoholic, Arman shares how Jesus met him in the darkest moment of his life. He talks about the agony of heroin withdrawal, nights spent reading Scripture and praying beside a fireplace, and the Christian community God used to help rebuild his life.
“I think we’re all looking for the peace of Christ, but we don’t realize it,” Arman says. “People are getting little doses of counterfeit peace here and there.”
He also explains why Gospel-centered recovery involves more than sobriety. After finding freedom from heroin, he continued battling pornography and had to learn the importance of repentance, obedience, accountability, and radical vulnerability.
Today, Arman is a husband, father, and author. His story shows how Jesus exposes our counterfeit sources of peace, meets us in our darkness, and redeems what we never could.
Arman’s Books: He Calls Me Redeemed and He Meets Us in the Dark
Treatment center: America’s Keswick
Arman’s website: armankaymakcian.com
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Get Gospel-centered addiction recovery resources and help: veritasrecovery.org
Follow me: @jonseidl
Order my new book, Confessions of a Christian Alcoholic
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We explore:
—How Arman’s childhood sexual abuse shaped his search for escape
—The progression from food and marijuana to drug dealing and intravenous heroin use
—Why the things we use to numb ourselves offer only “counterfeit peace”
—The suicidal plan that led Arman to a psychiatric ward
—Why Psalm 88 spoke to him when darkness felt like his closest friend
—The extraordinary phone call that arrived as he was preparing to leave the hospital
—The agony of heroin withdrawal and the long nights Arman spent praying and reading Scripture
—How Christian community helped Arman slowly become himself again
—Why conversion and sobriety didn’t immediately remove every struggle
—Arman’s ongoing battle with pornography after finding freedom from heroin
—The roles of repentance, obedience, accountability, and radical vulnerability in recovery
—Why following Jesus means giving him access to every room in our lives
—What distinguishes Gospel-centered recovery from simply stopping a destructive behavior
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