Hey Listeners, This episode marks the beginning of a very different season. In Season 1, you heard me, raw and unraveling, in the thick of it. But Season 2? We’re zooming out. Years have passed for Ashley—and what you’re about to hear isn’t someone cracking wide open in real-time… it’s someone flipping back through the chapters, trying to make sense of a story she was too busy surviving to process. You’ll literally hear us flipping pages—yes, actual pages—as Ashley tries to recall the timeline of how it all went down. It’s a little chaotic, sometimes blurry, but that’s the point. Trauma doesn’t always leave behind a neat trail. And when your life becomes a series of pivots you never planned for? Sometimes you need a notebook just to remember how you got here. Ashley opens up about the shame she felt in her first major relationship—the kind of shame no one prepares you for. The kind that makes you doubt yourself. That makes you feel like something’s off, but you stay anyway. Because life is happening fast. And motherhood doesn’t come with a pause button for healing. This is the start of Ashley’s story. And while she might not fully realize how much pain still lingers… you will. We’re not rushing through it. We’re honoring it. One page at a time. Thanks for being here. —Amanda Arnier, Your Host The Dichotomy Diaries    💉Season 2 is proudly sponsored by Vita Bella💚 On The Dichotomy Diaries, we talk a lot about surviving—and how true healing doesn’t just happen in your heart… it happens on a cellular level. That’s where Vita Bella comes in. NAD+ alone can improve cognitive function, energy, metabolism, and even emotional regulation. If you’ve been running on fumes emotionally or physically, this might be your body’s way of saying: it’s time. Use code DD50 for $50 off your Performance Membership every month, for life. Explore NAD+ Therapy Your next chapter starts with your cells. 🧬 Follow Vita Bella: Instagram | TikTok | Facebook | YouTube   📸Give Ashley a Follow💋 Ashley Klemm doesn’t just take photos—she helps women reclaim their confidence, their sensuality, and their stories. Through boudoir photography, she creates a safe, empowering space for survivors, mothers, and everyday women to feel beautiful in their own skin—sometimes for the first time. Ready to see what healing looks like through her lens? Follow Ashley Klemm Boudoirs: Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok   💻Connect with The Dichotomy Diaries🎙️ Music by Ashley England Sound Production: Amanda L. Arnier Support & Stream More: Patreon – Ad-Free + Full EpisodesMerch StorefrontYouTube | WebsiteSupport the Show via PayPal Follow us on: Instagram | TikTok | Facebook